The world around you doesn't exist, everything is but the illusion of your dream made so you can believe your in the world that you are.

God exists only because you believe it.
People suffer because you believe they do.
Criminals kill, murder, and rape are only the evil sins that you have long wish in real life, but never admitted it.

No matter what you do in this world, you will wake up cozy in your hospital bed, destroying the universe you have created here. Everyone you think you know will die, there won't even be a spec of dust left. When we are dead, the last of your memories will be gone, leaving you but a empty shell in the world you left behind.

Though I am interested in you saying it yourself even though I already know why, what happened in your life before you came here? Why were you attacked. And who is this woman crying by your bedside?